Sunday, 30 November 2008


I don't think I would be attrcted to a guy who looked just like him, purely for the reason that he probably wouldn't be famous.
That's quite a shallow thing to admit I think, that a reason I love him is because he's famous.
I'm sure alot of girls feel the same way though.
But seriously, Danny Jones is a total hottie, he's amazing.
I actually love him.
I seen McFly play live last Tuesday, and I actually got butterflies listening to him singing, and I still do when I hear his part in "Do Ya".
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand, he's not that much older than me.
7/8 years?
That seems bad now, but think about it..
When we're old and married, it won't be creepy.

I've actually also found myself attracted to Matt Willis recently aswell.
NOT when he had blonde hair, ick.
I'm not keen on what he's done with his hair now though, he resembles an older Ray Quinn.
The way he had his hair when he was on "I'm a celebrity get me out of here" 2/3/4 years ago was lovely though. ♥
I watch him on "I'm a celebrity get me out of here NOW", but he's always with Emma.
I hate her.

Danny Jones over Matt Willis anyday but, no contest. ;)

worst. weekend. ever.

FRIDAY: After blogging eariler on Friday afternoon, I thought I'd maybe jynxed my bad luck and something exciting would happen. No such luck. My ipod touch crashed, and I spent a good 3 hours rebooting my computer, installing itunes 8.2, moving all my music, photos + videos back on my ipod, ETC. I then went on to fall asleep at 10PM. On a Friday night. After a day of COMPUTERCOMPUTERCOMPUTERCOMPUTER and studying. I just crashed on the sheets, and woke up the next morning.

SATURDAY: Everyone was out by the time I woke up, which was only 11AM. And they wouldn't be back until 5PM. I thought that was great, a whole day to myself. Until I get a phone call from my mum, explaining that she ran into one of her friends, and they'd arranged dinner with our family, and her family, so I then had to move my remaining files onto my ipod, finish up a modern studies essay, shower, and meet everyone for dinner at 6:30PM, and it was already 3. So yeah, yesterday was pretty rushed. I always don't particularly get along with that one friend of my mum's. She's extremely judgemental you see, maybe more so than me. The convorsation always seems to land on me, my pale skin, my "weird hair", my poor maths + chemistry grades, my choice in meal, my taste in music, fashion, TV, film, ETC. I generally try to avoid people like this, and just get on with it, but I just snapped and ended up making an extremely uncomfortable atmosphere for everyone else, which I downright refused to apologize for. So Sunday was already off to a bad start.

SUNDAY: Meh, maybe one of the best days, due to me buying new make-up, + hairspray, mosse, shampoo, bodyspray, ETC. Plus I got to wear my new UGG's, so that was pretty fun. December'll pretty much follow suite to the end of November, if not worse.


Friday, 28 November 2008

talk about being bored..

it's about half 12 on a friday afternoon, and regardless of being off school, i can't help but find myself twidiling my thumbs due to the lack of stuff to do.
when i woke up this morning my throat felt like a cat had clawed it over and over and over again, and with prelims being less than a week away, my mum wasn't taking any chances, and forced my back into bed with a hot water bottle, painkillers, and 3 tubes of cherry soothers.

it was fun for the first hour and a half or so, since i got to wind up my little brother that i'm not going to school, then once everyone left, i became restless, and bored out of my mind.

so i've been sat in front on my computer since abouuuut... 11AM, drinking tea, and listening to muse and death cab for cutie on my new ipod touch. first ipod, i love it so much ♥

+ don't ask about my eyes.
i don't usually have a squint.

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

i feel like a stranger to blogger..

anyways, i seen mcfly last night.
definately one of THE BEST concerts i've ever been to, and next time they play in Glasgow, i'm getting a seat right down the front so danny jones can throw his used towels and spit at me.
what i probably loved more than the actual concert was the buzz i got from it when i got home;
and drinking coke in my bed at 1 in the morning, listening to mcfly on my ipod touch. ♥

i'm also desperately trying to find an mp3 of 'Reemer - head in the clouds', so if you have one, then please please please let me know!

EDIT:// After much siving through google, frostwire, iTunes, and youtube, I realized why I was having such a fucking hard time trying to find an mp3 of that Reemer song.
It hasn't been recorded yet.
So I'm just waiting now. For an mp3 to come out..
In the mean-time though, me and lauren are going to see Reember play when they come to king tut's.
Because we love music like that♥♥
+ Partially because Lauren's cool.

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

two days left until..

Maaah birthdaaaay!! :D
I've been looking forward to this day for so long, I'll be so displeased if coinfetti isn't dispurced everywhere I go, and a barber shop cortet don't follow me around singing back what I said to the one I'm speaking to.
Is it strange I've always been a fan of barber shop cortets?

If you live in Britain, or in a Common-Wealth country, you'll know it was Rememberance Day today.
I've read several blogs about "The total stupidity of Rememberance Day, because everyone who died in WW1/WW2 is still dead, and keeping quiet for 2 minutes won't bring them back."
Maybe so, but it's just courteous, and respectful. I'm assuming none of these people have heard the phrase "They gave their tomorrow for our today".
Is it so unbearable to stay silent for 2 minutes?

So anyways, I'm just sitting at my computer now, listening to lots of playlists that have been collecting virtual dust, and it's sort of cool/strange how I sub-counciously know all the words to the songs. I feel like a second year again.. *sigh*

Sunday, 9 November 2008

uh oh.

So I was really bored this evening, & I was flicking through channels when something on ITV caught me eye.
I watch until the ad's when I was about to change the channel again, until I heard "blah blah blah sponsors Britannia High."
& my face literally went. "O:"
Alot of people have described Britannia High as the ITV/British version of HSM, which I abosolutely loathe, and I was so suprised (and a touch disappointed) to find myself drawn into the plot and story going on in BH.
It's nothing like HSM, it's not plastic and showy and fake and Disney.
It's so much more real-life and deep that HSM.
And when Jeremy performs that song for his Dad to persuade him to let him stay at BH, and his dad was totally unphased, I felt myself well up.

I've been totally exhausted today though.
I was at a bonfire party last night, and it was so much fun.
The last hour was shit, but it's just a blip that I'll choose to forget.
I feel like I hadn't been out of my bedroom in ages, as I've been frantically cramming for December prelims.

I've also been quite the social butterfly at school too.
I joined the school magazine with Lauren and Rebecca, and I also signed up for a trip to Poland this June with Niamh and Natasha. So yeah, I'm pretty pleased with myself.
I can hardly wait until June, it'll be alot alot alot alot alot of fun. :D!

It's also my birthday in 4 days. ZOMG.
15 finally. :3

Friday, 7 November 2008

i love the smell of gun powder..

Probably more to do with the fact that I know it's my birthday coming up and I'm excited about it, rather than acticipating Guy Fawkes night, where the British celebrate a man being burned.

But yeah, I've had a great time this past week. All these lovely fireworks have being going off, I've been to a few firework shows, and I'm going to a bonfire party tomorrow, and I love the musty gun powder smell that it emits.

And to the creep on MSN who insists on irratating me and throwing petty insults at me, am I meant to be offended by being called a "Scottish bitch"?

Sticks and stones darling.

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

-awful day.

I'm in such a pissy mood, so I figured I may as well have a good moan about it.
I know I'm abit late commenting on the whole big BBC fiasco with Russel Brand and Jonathan Ross, but it's still horrible nonetheless.
I get so fucking pissed off when people say "but it's like, not Russels fault, cause like, it was Jonathan who said that Russel like, slept with Andrew Sach's granddaughter, and it's a total injustice to comedy that Russel like, left his radio 2 show OMG!"
Russel Brand is a shit comedian, infact, it's wrong of me to even acknolodge him as a comedian. He's a shit person. He should get his C4 show cancelled, be banned from TV/radio/books/films/the internet/everything, taken to the edge of a big cliff, and pelted with tomatoes.
He's shit.
And Jonathon Ross shouldn't even be with the BBC anymore. If he had a backbone, he'd quit his show too.

Okay, I'm done with that.
New slate.

I heard that Barack Obama won the Presidential Election. I'm not going to go into depth here about how inexperienced he is compared to McCain, and how he's not good for America, so I won't.
Just wait until 2012.
Just you wait.

So yeah, Russel Brand and Jonathan Ross are still alive, Barack Obama's going to be the new president, I bought the old edition of LOOK thinking it was the new one, I have a cold, I have Modern Stuides and Maths homework, & I can't find the remote control for the TV.
So things haven't been too great this week..

Saturday, 1 November 2008


I've been holding in my frustration about this for a long long time, but now I'll share it with the world.
Lucky you, eh?

Okay, I use to have some friends who were all "emo/scene/sxc/hardcorrre", and they were obsessed with Pokemon. But it wasn't the TCG, the video game, the videos, the books, the comics, nothing.
It was the theme tune, and they prided theirselves on knowing all the words to the pokerap, because they stayed in for a whole week and learned it.
That's just a touch pathetic, wouldn't you agree?
But then I find out they only like pokemon because it's deemed "cool".
Then they all lost my respect at once.
Unlike I, who has been an avid pokemon player for a good 10 years.
I've got every single pokemon video game for GC, GBC/GBA/DS, Wii, N64, ETC, I've got about 90% of the comics, I've got over 1,000 pokemon cards, I have every movie on DVD, most episodes on VHS, and about 20 on DVD, about 15 pokemon cuddly toys, and a pokemotion. The pokemon christmas edition annuals just suck, and I'm embarrassed of them, and I just hate it when people who have like, one pokemon game, and have the theme tune to the original show on their mp3 player call theirself a pokemon fan, and say they love Johto, and they want to live their, and they make their myspace background a fucking pokeball, and call theirself a 'total big pokemon fan yoooooooo'
It's pathetic, get over yourself.
Okay. I'm done.

EDIT:// I'm reading this a few hours after publishing this, and I want to say that I'm not trying to show off by telling you about all my pokemon merch.
I'm merely proving my point that people who have played, Pokemon Diamon, for example, once, beaten it, and then start calling theirself a true pokemon fan, it's not on.
And NEVER put the theme tune for pokemon on your mp3 player.
Except if it's the theme from when Ash was in the Orange Islands.
Ahh, sweet nostalgia..


iIve been up since 6AM to be on neopets for a dumb sidebar that I'd wanted ever since I heard about it, which was yesterday.
Then I finally got it, and I got so hyped up on the chat boards about this dumb sidebar, I was deadly disappointed to realize it was just like the yellow default sidebar, but with a picture of a spider.
Or, as they call it, a 'spyder'.
So now, I'm sitting on my computer, contaimplating what to do.
Go back to bed, though I'm not tired.
Or stay on the computer and do nothing.

I'll talk about yesterday though, because I loved yesterday ♥
I went over to my friend Lauren's house to trick-or-treat, and I met another two of her friends, they're both lovely.
And I just had a really great time last night.
Soooo yeah. I think I'll go back to bed..

EDIT:// I didn't go back to bed, I watched all the CWC videos + stayed up eating my halloween sweeties. Somehow, plastic spider rings, apples, monkey nuts and funsized mars bars don't excite me how they use to..