Wednesday, 31 December 2008

hard to believe

that this time in roughly twenty two hours, it'll be 2009.
good fucking ridence that 2008 is pretty much over.
even though I've met alot of amazing people, the begining of this year consisted of several hospital appointments and large quantities of medicine.
but things picked up in juneish, and I haven't looked back since.
I hope 2009 brings better memories.

oh, but I found out that one of my elderly neighbours has died.
I was so shocked by that, whenever I seen her she portrayed herself as a strong, healthy character.
it's bizarre imagining that she's gone.
I mean, I wasn't particulalrly close with her.
i'm just in one if those reflective, nostalgic moods.

anyways, tomorrow (technically, this evening. let's not split hairs) should be alot of fun :')
my family is going to stay with another family that my parents know very very well, and I think two other families or so are coming too, and we always always always have a good time!
we've kept that little tradition up for the past four years or so, it's a laugh going there. :')

god, I'm so tired..
I got my hair dyed brown today :')

it's a biiigg change from red, it's weird.
I can barely bring myself to glance at my own reflection in fear of getting a glimpse of my new hair.
it'll grow on me though, but I suppose it'll have to..

Monday, 29 December 2008

I've not slept in 48 hours

omg, for christmas my friend josh got me 'guitar hero: world tour' and omg.
it's amazing :DDDD!

I played it all last night from about midnight, to ten AM;
then I went out with lauren and jodie to see kyle and greg, it was a laugh, I had fun :)

so I got in like, half 7, played guitar hero for like, four/five hours and I'm just about to start playing again.

I only came off for ten minutes to get a wristband, and to stretch my hand + fingers.

I swear, my hand must resemble a claw, it's excruciatingly painful to stretch my fingers..

well, I'm off to ROCK OUUUTTTT!!

I suppose I need to get a little sleep, I'm going to a pantomime today in the afternoon, it looks quite funny, 'the wizard of never woz(was)'.
haha, i think des mclean is possibly playing tin man?

hope he is :D

EDIT: des mclean was the tin man !!

Friday, 26 December 2008

wow man.

I've not made a blog in the longest time..

prelims have been over for about.. a fortnight, and it's been good to keep to a routine, more or less.

I've spent alot of time with my friends this holiday period, something I'm very grateful for, as this time last year I just had my close knit family, no friends. and regardless of how much I love them all, it's good spending all my free moments in Glasgow with my bfffffflllllsssss ;)

but yeah, I've had a good christmas day, and tomorrow (technically today, whatever) I'm going to boxing day sales on my lonesome.

woolworths + zavvi closing down sales; one mans pain, another mans pleasure. it just turns out my pleasure will be fucking cheap.

Sunday, 14 December 2008


half four tonight onwards was vvvv fun ;D
I'm afraid I don't feel anything for him..

Thursday, 11 December 2008


arghh, why does he always do this when I think we're just getting to know each other?

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

it's been a lonnnng daaay..

I was off school today for study, and I went to my friend pauls house for 9am;
By the time I got there, an hour late, we couldn't be bothered to study. So just sat watching cartoons all morning :)

Then I met Lauren at half one, and we hung around for a while, then went back to hers.

But yeah. It's been a good day ;)

Fucking exhausted though, and it's only 6pm.

Tuesday, 9 December 2008

hahaha uhoh.

i had 2 admin prelims today, and they were totally easy.
but afterwards, i had a free hour, and I got my math results.
I got a 29% over all lmao.


but maths is way too hard, so idc.

free day tomorrow, anyone wanna hang out? ;)

Monday, 8 December 2008


French prelim in an hour, I'm so nervous :|
French is one of my worst subjects..
Wish me luck ;) ♥

Sunday, 7 December 2008


Today's been a pretty lazy sunday.
It brings back nostalgic memories from when I lived in McKinney, and my dad would take me and my little brother to Movies 14 every sunday, and we'd go into culvers after. ♥
Without fail; every Sunday.

Still though, things are good now. :)

don't judge yo.

1. whats your name?

2. do you ever lie about your age?
Only to get into certain movies, and buy certain DVD's/games. ;)

3. do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
A little bit of both is good.

4. do you prefer blonde or brunette guys?
Brunette. ;)

5. have you ever been in a serious realitionship?
I'm in one right now.
Well, as serious as a 15 + 16 year old can be.

7. how many things in your past do you regret?
But I've moved on, you know.

8. did you answer number six truthfully?
There was no number 6.

9. do you have a best friend?
I do. :)

10. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A journalist.

11. have you ever kissed two people in one night?

14. where do you shop to buy most of your clothes?
H&M prolly.

15. who was the last person you hugged?
Jamie :D

16. have you ever had your heart broken?

18. have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?

19. have you ever felt like killing somebody?
Who hasn't?

20. if you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
I would have stayed in McKinney.

21. do you like your life?
Yeah, it's pretty good.

22. do you shop at hollister?

24. has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?

25. has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?

26. did you forgive them?
No one did.

28. do you have friends that are girls or boys?

29. how long have you had blogger?
4 months?
IDK, not very long anyways.

30. have you ever skipped school?

31. has anyone ever cheated on you?

32. have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Haha yeah.

33. if so why?
He cheated on me.

34. what is one of your biggest fears of your life?
Being totally alone.
Or being buried underground man.

38. have any of your friends ever passed away?

39. have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

40. have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?

41. do you believe in the saying "once a player, always a player"?
I do now. ;)

42. are you a player?

43. what kind of cell phone do you have?
SE W910i :)

44. what is your screen name?

46. so far, do you like this survey?
It's alright.

47. have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
Once or twice.

48. do you ever wish you were famous?

49. do you ever wish you were a man?
LMAO no.
Although they do have an easier time with friends + getting ready..
But nah.

50. who tagged you to do this?
I'll kill him.

1. Do you like anyone?:

2. Do they know it?:

3. Simple or complicated?:
Simple, I'm dating him. ;)

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U

4. Had sex:

5. Bought something:

6. Gotten sick?:
I've had a cold.
But that's not really sick.

7. Been hugged?:

8. Felt stupid?:
Yeah haha.

9. Talked to an ex:

10. Missed someone:

11. Failed a test:

13. Danced:

14. Gotten your hair cut?:

15. Lied:


16. Nervous habits?:
Chewing stuff.
Like those tags that you get that connect the label to the clothing.
Those tags that are like an "I".

17. Are you double jointed?:

18. Can you roll your tongue?:

19. Can you raise one eyebrow?:

20. Can u cross your eyes?:

21. Do you make your bed daily?:

22. Do you think you are unique?:
In a couple ways yeah.
But I'm influenced by other people.

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S

23. Said "I Love you":

24. Given money to a homeless person:

25. Smoked?:

26. Waited all night for a phone call?:

27. Snuck out?:

28. have you sat and just gazed at the stars?:
I did all summer man.
And last night with Jamie. ;)


29. Do you swear/curse?:

30. Do you ever spit?:
Eww, no.

31. Do you ever make your own food?:
Does pouring milk into cereal count?

32. You do your own chores?:
I don't have any.

33. You like beef jerky?:
I had it once, it was horrible.

35. You're happy with your life?:

36. You own a dog?:

37. You spend your money wisely?:

38. Do you like to swim?:
Yeah :)

39. When you get bored do you call a friend:

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S

41. Flowers or angels?:

42. Gray or black?:

43. Color or black and white photos?:

44. Lust or love?:

45. Sunrise or sunset?:

46. M&Ms or Skittles?:
M&Ms FTW ! :D

48. Staying up late or waking up early?:
When you say 'waking up early', do you mean like, 3/4AM?
Because if you do, then yeah. :)
Thats when Joshuah drives round and it's surreal how quiet it is man.

49. Being hot or cold?:

50. Winter or Fall?:

51. Left or right?:

52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?:
2 best friends :)

53. Sunshine or rain?:


Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?:
I did last night. ;)

Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?:
Not a whole bottle.

Hooked up in the shower?:

Been Dumped?:

Stolen money from a friend?:

Slept naked?:
Haha no.

Been in a fist fight?:

Had a crush on a teacher?:

Seen someone die?:

Been on an airplane?:

Slept all day?:

Missed someone so much it hurt?:

Been lonely?:

Cheated in a game?:
Haha, yeah in monopoly once when I was 8 ;)

Been to the A&E?:

Been in a car-related incident?:

Missed your first love?:
But I'm with him just now, soo. :)

Sung in the shower?:

Kissed a complete stranger?:
Just polite on the cheek though.

Laughed so hard you cried?:

Regretted hurting someone?:

Been SUPER happy?:
Who hasn't?


What's your middle name?:
Anne-Marie :\

What are you wearing?
One of Jamies shirts, + a pair of his boxers.

What is your current problem?
I don't wanna get out of bed, I'm super cozy. :)

What do you love most?
My iPod I think ♥
that, and Danny Jones. ;)

Who makes you most happy?
Jamie. :)

Are you musically talented?
A little.

If you MUST be an animal for ONE day-what would you be?
A duck. :)

Ever have a near death experience?

Can you dance?
Oh yeah. ;)

What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
Men's needs, by the cribs.

What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?
Yeah, I'm shallow.

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
All the time. ;)

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?

Did you have braces?

are you comfortable with your height?
Yeah. :)


12 Months of Questions

1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year?::

2. Who kissed you at midnight?
Ry ;)

3. Does it snow where you live?::

4. Do you like hot chocolate?::
Who doesn't?

5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?::

1. Who was your Valentine?::

2. Have you split up from him/her yet?
Yeah LOL

3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class?::

4. Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not?::

1. Are you Irish?::

2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day?::
Yeah ;)

3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2008?::
I can't even remember man.

1. Do you like the rain?::
Sure. :)

2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?::

3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter?::
Not tons.
I get a good amount. :)

4. Do you celebrate 4/20?::

1. What's your favorite kind of flower?::
daisys ♥

2. Do you like the spring?::
yeah. :)

3. Finish the phrase "April showers"::

4. What is the first color you think of when you think of Spring?::
Baby pink ♥ :)

1. What year did/will you graduate from highschool?::
2011 I think..

2. Did you realize nothing special happens in June?::
I had a great time in June :D

1. What did you do on the Fourth of July?::
We don't celebrate it here.
But me, Jamie, Ryan, Josh, Tara, Andrew, Lesley, and loaaads of other people all went camping, and it was lovely. :)

2. Did you go on any vacations during this month?::
Just like, weeks away with my family, weekends away with friends, ETC.

3. Do you blast the A/C all day?::
It's pretty warm here during summer, but not too warm.

1. Did you do anything special at the end of your summer?::
Yeah ♥

2. What was your favorite summer memory of '08?::
Camping with everyone ♥ ;)

3. Do you have a sunburn?::
I was a little, not much.

I'm tagging Jamie + Ry, cause they'll never do this haha.
Plus they're both sexaayy ;)

french prelim on monday

oh god man.

I can hardly do foundy. General's gonna be fucking impossible.
could be worse though. could be CREDIT french. Bleh.

so it's 2:20AM, and I've been lying wide awake, playing with my iPod touch since 12.
& jamie's next to me fast asleep. but idk if it's worth waking him up, cause you totaalaayy know he'll be a bitch for the rest of the day.

I'll give him abit.

Thursday, 4 December 2008

fuck it.

It's not my fault that he's in a pissy mood, & he's only in a pissy mood because I'm dating someone other than him.

Fucking cunt, get a fucking grip mate.

Wednesday, 3 December 2008


the maths prelim was horrible.
i just froze, i forgot everything and just scribbled down some numbers.

i feel like such a fucking retard.

Tuesday, 2 December 2008


maths prelim tomorrow, and then 7 more after that. !

today should be a laugh but, it's 9:50AM, and I'm meeting paul and fraser at 11:30AM to study at pauls.
So I've got plenty of time to take a shower, get my bag packed, buy LOOK♥, buy my dad a newspaper, get to the bus-stop on time + walk all the way to ASDA.

so yeah, CIAO.

Sunday, 30 November 2008


I don't think I would be attrcted to a guy who looked just like him, purely for the reason that he probably wouldn't be famous.
That's quite a shallow thing to admit I think, that a reason I love him is because he's famous.
I'm sure alot of girls feel the same way though.
But seriously, Danny Jones is a total hottie, he's amazing.
I actually love him.
I seen McFly play live last Tuesday, and I actually got butterflies listening to him singing, and I still do when I hear his part in "Do Ya".
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand, he's not that much older than me.
7/8 years?
That seems bad now, but think about it..
When we're old and married, it won't be creepy.

I've actually also found myself attracted to Matt Willis recently aswell.
NOT when he had blonde hair, ick.
I'm not keen on what he's done with his hair now though, he resembles an older Ray Quinn.
The way he had his hair when he was on "I'm a celebrity get me out of here" 2/3/4 years ago was lovely though. ♥
I watch him on "I'm a celebrity get me out of here NOW", but he's always with Emma.
I hate her.

Danny Jones over Matt Willis anyday but, no contest. ;)

worst. weekend. ever.

FRIDAY: After blogging eariler on Friday afternoon, I thought I'd maybe jynxed my bad luck and something exciting would happen. No such luck. My ipod touch crashed, and I spent a good 3 hours rebooting my computer, installing itunes 8.2, moving all my music, photos + videos back on my ipod, ETC. I then went on to fall asleep at 10PM. On a Friday night. After a day of COMPUTERCOMPUTERCOMPUTERCOMPUTER and studying. I just crashed on the sheets, and woke up the next morning.

SATURDAY: Everyone was out by the time I woke up, which was only 11AM. And they wouldn't be back until 5PM. I thought that was great, a whole day to myself. Until I get a phone call from my mum, explaining that she ran into one of her friends, and they'd arranged dinner with our family, and her family, so I then had to move my remaining files onto my ipod, finish up a modern studies essay, shower, and meet everyone for dinner at 6:30PM, and it was already 3. So yeah, yesterday was pretty rushed. I always don't particularly get along with that one friend of my mum's. She's extremely judgemental you see, maybe more so than me. The convorsation always seems to land on me, my pale skin, my "weird hair", my poor maths + chemistry grades, my choice in meal, my taste in music, fashion, TV, film, ETC. I generally try to avoid people like this, and just get on with it, but I just snapped and ended up making an extremely uncomfortable atmosphere for everyone else, which I downright refused to apologize for. So Sunday was already off to a bad start.

SUNDAY: Meh, maybe one of the best days, due to me buying new make-up, + hairspray, mosse, shampoo, bodyspray, ETC. Plus I got to wear my new UGG's, so that was pretty fun. December'll pretty much follow suite to the end of November, if not worse.


Friday, 28 November 2008

talk about being bored..

it's about half 12 on a friday afternoon, and regardless of being off school, i can't help but find myself twidiling my thumbs due to the lack of stuff to do.
when i woke up this morning my throat felt like a cat had clawed it over and over and over again, and with prelims being less than a week away, my mum wasn't taking any chances, and forced my back into bed with a hot water bottle, painkillers, and 3 tubes of cherry soothers.

it was fun for the first hour and a half or so, since i got to wind up my little brother that i'm not going to school, then once everyone left, i became restless, and bored out of my mind.

so i've been sat in front on my computer since abouuuut... 11AM, drinking tea, and listening to muse and death cab for cutie on my new ipod touch. first ipod, i love it so much ♥

+ don't ask about my eyes.
i don't usually have a squint.

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

i feel like a stranger to blogger..

anyways, i seen mcfly last night.
definately one of THE BEST concerts i've ever been to, and next time they play in Glasgow, i'm getting a seat right down the front so danny jones can throw his used towels and spit at me.
what i probably loved more than the actual concert was the buzz i got from it when i got home;
and drinking coke in my bed at 1 in the morning, listening to mcfly on my ipod touch. ♥

i'm also desperately trying to find an mp3 of 'Reemer - head in the clouds', so if you have one, then please please please let me know!

EDIT:// After much siving through google, frostwire, iTunes, and youtube, I realized why I was having such a fucking hard time trying to find an mp3 of that Reemer song.
It hasn't been recorded yet.
So I'm just waiting now. For an mp3 to come out..
In the mean-time though, me and lauren are going to see Reember play when they come to king tut's.
Because we love music like that♥♥
+ Partially because Lauren's cool.

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

two days left until..

Maaah birthdaaaay!! :D
I've been looking forward to this day for so long, I'll be so displeased if coinfetti isn't dispurced everywhere I go, and a barber shop cortet don't follow me around singing back what I said to the one I'm speaking to.
Is it strange I've always been a fan of barber shop cortets?

If you live in Britain, or in a Common-Wealth country, you'll know it was Rememberance Day today.
I've read several blogs about "The total stupidity of Rememberance Day, because everyone who died in WW1/WW2 is still dead, and keeping quiet for 2 minutes won't bring them back."
Maybe so, but it's just courteous, and respectful. I'm assuming none of these people have heard the phrase "They gave their tomorrow for our today".
Is it so unbearable to stay silent for 2 minutes?

So anyways, I'm just sitting at my computer now, listening to lots of playlists that have been collecting virtual dust, and it's sort of cool/strange how I sub-counciously know all the words to the songs. I feel like a second year again.. *sigh*

Sunday, 9 November 2008

uh oh.

So I was really bored this evening, & I was flicking through channels when something on ITV caught me eye.
I watch until the ad's when I was about to change the channel again, until I heard "blah blah blah sponsors Britannia High."
& my face literally went. "O:"
Alot of people have described Britannia High as the ITV/British version of HSM, which I abosolutely loathe, and I was so suprised (and a touch disappointed) to find myself drawn into the plot and story going on in BH.
It's nothing like HSM, it's not plastic and showy and fake and Disney.
It's so much more real-life and deep that HSM.
And when Jeremy performs that song for his Dad to persuade him to let him stay at BH, and his dad was totally unphased, I felt myself well up.

I've been totally exhausted today though.
I was at a bonfire party last night, and it was so much fun.
The last hour was shit, but it's just a blip that I'll choose to forget.
I feel like I hadn't been out of my bedroom in ages, as I've been frantically cramming for December prelims.

I've also been quite the social butterfly at school too.
I joined the school magazine with Lauren and Rebecca, and I also signed up for a trip to Poland this June with Niamh and Natasha. So yeah, I'm pretty pleased with myself.
I can hardly wait until June, it'll be alot alot alot alot alot of fun. :D!

It's also my birthday in 4 days. ZOMG.
15 finally. :3

Friday, 7 November 2008

i love the smell of gun powder..

Probably more to do with the fact that I know it's my birthday coming up and I'm excited about it, rather than acticipating Guy Fawkes night, where the British celebrate a man being burned.

But yeah, I've had a great time this past week. All these lovely fireworks have being going off, I've been to a few firework shows, and I'm going to a bonfire party tomorrow, and I love the musty gun powder smell that it emits.

And to the creep on MSN who insists on irratating me and throwing petty insults at me, am I meant to be offended by being called a "Scottish bitch"?

Sticks and stones darling.

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

-awful day.

I'm in such a pissy mood, so I figured I may as well have a good moan about it.
I know I'm abit late commenting on the whole big BBC fiasco with Russel Brand and Jonathan Ross, but it's still horrible nonetheless.
I get so fucking pissed off when people say "but it's like, not Russels fault, cause like, it was Jonathan who said that Russel like, slept with Andrew Sach's granddaughter, and it's a total injustice to comedy that Russel like, left his radio 2 show OMG!"
Russel Brand is a shit comedian, infact, it's wrong of me to even acknolodge him as a comedian. He's a shit person. He should get his C4 show cancelled, be banned from TV/radio/books/films/the internet/everything, taken to the edge of a big cliff, and pelted with tomatoes.
He's shit.
And Jonathon Ross shouldn't even be with the BBC anymore. If he had a backbone, he'd quit his show too.

Okay, I'm done with that.
New slate.

I heard that Barack Obama won the Presidential Election. I'm not going to go into depth here about how inexperienced he is compared to McCain, and how he's not good for America, so I won't.
Just wait until 2012.
Just you wait.

So yeah, Russel Brand and Jonathan Ross are still alive, Barack Obama's going to be the new president, I bought the old edition of LOOK thinking it was the new one, I have a cold, I have Modern Stuides and Maths homework, & I can't find the remote control for the TV.
So things haven't been too great this week..

Saturday, 1 November 2008


I've been holding in my frustration about this for a long long time, but now I'll share it with the world.
Lucky you, eh?

Okay, I use to have some friends who were all "emo/scene/sxc/hardcorrre", and they were obsessed with Pokemon. But it wasn't the TCG, the video game, the videos, the books, the comics, nothing.
It was the theme tune, and they prided theirselves on knowing all the words to the pokerap, because they stayed in for a whole week and learned it.
That's just a touch pathetic, wouldn't you agree?
But then I find out they only like pokemon because it's deemed "cool".
Then they all lost my respect at once.
Unlike I, who has been an avid pokemon player for a good 10 years.
I've got every single pokemon video game for GC, GBC/GBA/DS, Wii, N64, ETC, I've got about 90% of the comics, I've got over 1,000 pokemon cards, I have every movie on DVD, most episodes on VHS, and about 20 on DVD, about 15 pokemon cuddly toys, and a pokemotion. The pokemon christmas edition annuals just suck, and I'm embarrassed of them, and I just hate it when people who have like, one pokemon game, and have the theme tune to the original show on their mp3 player call theirself a pokemon fan, and say they love Johto, and they want to live their, and they make their myspace background a fucking pokeball, and call theirself a 'total big pokemon fan yoooooooo'
It's pathetic, get over yourself.
Okay. I'm done.

EDIT:// I'm reading this a few hours after publishing this, and I want to say that I'm not trying to show off by telling you about all my pokemon merch.
I'm merely proving my point that people who have played, Pokemon Diamon, for example, once, beaten it, and then start calling theirself a true pokemon fan, it's not on.
And NEVER put the theme tune for pokemon on your mp3 player.
Except if it's the theme from when Ash was in the Orange Islands.
Ahh, sweet nostalgia..


iIve been up since 6AM to be on neopets for a dumb sidebar that I'd wanted ever since I heard about it, which was yesterday.
Then I finally got it, and I got so hyped up on the chat boards about this dumb sidebar, I was deadly disappointed to realize it was just like the yellow default sidebar, but with a picture of a spider.
Or, as they call it, a 'spyder'.
So now, I'm sitting on my computer, contaimplating what to do.
Go back to bed, though I'm not tired.
Or stay on the computer and do nothing.

I'll talk about yesterday though, because I loved yesterday ♥
I went over to my friend Lauren's house to trick-or-treat, and I met another two of her friends, they're both lovely.
And I just had a really great time last night.
Soooo yeah. I think I'll go back to bed..

EDIT:// I didn't go back to bed, I watched all the CWC videos + stayed up eating my halloween sweeties. Somehow, plastic spider rings, apples, monkey nuts and funsized mars bars don't excite me how they use to..

Sunday, 26 October 2008

waaahhh :'(

I can't believe work experience is over already, it was the fastest week of my life.
And now, it's back to school as normal.
And studying. And exams.

I'll miss everyone at St Marys, buts a few in particular are, Kia, Marissa, Nathan, Rachel, Jenna, Ellise, Monica, Michael, Hayleigh, Dean, Daniel, Emma, Amy, Lyall, Martin, Liam, Sean, Scott, Katie, Gary, Alan and everyone at the breakfast club.

God, I'll miss all of you so much.

On a brighter note, me and Lauren are helping at their little disco on Monday, and she came over yesterday too. We talked for about 4 hours straight, then took all these pictures together and had a laugh. Then today me and Anthony made chocolate apples. ♥♥♥

I think I'll die if I see anyone wearing a michael myers mask.

EDIT:// The chocolate candy apples were lovely, and I literally just got a text from t-mobile saying my cell phone is fixed!! :DDD ♥

Friday, 17 October 2008

well well

I think I look rather fetching with glasses, wouldn't you agree?
Even if my hand is grotesquely large.

dear world,

I apoligize for my inactiveness on blogger, and the internet in general.
It has been very selfish of me.
Anyways, since i've not blogged every day this week, i'll just recap everything that's happened:

1. I watched my recording of the new series of Never Mind The Buzzcocks. Simon Amstell got a hair cut. Ew. He looks like Peter Pan now, no joke.
2. My tickets for a concert I'm going to with my friend Lauren arrived on Monday, and I was deleriously happy. :)
3. My cell phone is still away being repaired, so I'm begining week 3 with the replacement phone from hell. It suck's, it's literally considered an antique.
4. I got my hair dyed again. I'm not too keen on it though.
5. I've been off school this week, and I've done little to no homework whatsoever.
6. Next week I'm off schol agaaain, for work experience.
7. It'll be a bitch.

You didn't miss much.
I promise to blog more next week.

Saturday, 4 October 2008

"this is the most important year of your life"

I've been told this by every single of my teachers this past week, due to the fact prelims are in about.. 2 months?
I should probably be studying instead of vegging out in front of the computer.
I know that they're all telling the truth, and it's not suppose to be patronizing.
But I don't know.. I guess it's hard to accept that things at school are now getting serious..

On a lighter note, I ordered my tickets for McFly! ♥♥♥
I lovvee Danny Jones, I'd marry him instantly.
I'm going to see them with Lauren, and it's about a month away.
I'm looking forward to it alot. :)

Friday, 26 September 2008


Oh wow.
I just found all my old music from when I was a total emo 2 years ago.
It's so weird, it's all My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, Billy Talent, Funeral For A Friend, it's a world away from what I listen to now.
I also found lots of old chat logs from when I was like that, there's cringe worthy.
I keep saying 'teh' instead of 'the' and talking totally.. i dunno, weird. o.O
My old MSN name was "xxrachaelxx i brought yew my bullets, yew brought me yewr love <3"

Anyways, it's weird.

whats shaking baaaby?

Hiyaaa. :)
Things have been really weird lately haha.
Finding Nemo on Ice was lovely, it was so cute. I got a nemo mug + hat. :3
There adorable, grossly over-priced, but cute nonetheless.

That's only really been the highlight of the past fortnight, I've had a cold *sniffles* & my little group of friends at school has finally found peace.

We went to a school dance for the Polish kids who were visting our school, and we all just seemed to make friends with this group of girls we didn't get on with, things have been nice, less bitchiness and two faced people.

I've also been contemplating about what to do tonight..
Study, watch Ugly Betty and eat ice-cream, or make caramel apples at my friends house..

I'll let you know what I deciede. :3

EDIT: I stayed home and watched Ugly Betty while stuffing myself with strawberry ice-cream.. don't jude me.
EDIT: It seems I can't spell. JUDGE********

Sunday, 14 September 2008


I'm going to see this on Friday with my friend Lauren, but I didn't know they had banners for it like this.
It's really cute haha.
I went to 'The Incredibles On Ice' last year, and honestly, it really sucked.
I was disappointed, all it was was The Incredibles going to Disney Land.
I expected it to be the ice-skating version on the film, but ahwell.
I got an awesome syndrome mask, so it wasn't all a total loss.
Hopefully, Finding Nemo On Ice will be just that, Finding Nemo On Ice.
I wonder if they'll be selling Nemo masks...

dear body..

Dear body,

I'm sorry that you're so small, and that you get bumped and bruised alot due to me being 'vertically challenged'. I'm sure one day I'll grow out of my clumsyness, and you'll start to grow.

Dear face,

Sometimes, I really hate you. Especially because you're so pale, so I can't wear heavy eyeliner, nor can I have dark hair colours. But, I quite like the fact that you're not prone to spots, so thank you.

Dear hair,

PLEASE GROW!! I apologize that I have bleached and dyed you so much, and that sometimes I forget that I use to be blonde. I'm also sorry that I've straightened you ever day for the past 3 years, I'll stop soon, I promise. [/lie]

Dear eyes,

I'm sorry that you've seen some pretty unplesant things while with me, but if it wasn't for you, I would've missed some pretty spectacular sights. I'm also sorry for the amount of eyeliner, eyeshadow, and mascara that I put on you, and I'm sorry that everytime I attempt to wear liquid eyeliner, more goes into my eye than around it.

Dear nose,

Oh nose. I love you, but I wish you weren't so pointy and big. But I'll never change you. I'm glad I have you, except when you're all blocked up though. Then I really hate you.

Dear mouth,

I wish you weren't so small, but I'm happy that my lips aren't thin. I'm also glad that my teeth have never been subjected to much of a check-up from the dentist, as I've never needed a filling, or teeth to be extracted.

Dear ears,

I'm sorry that you're always hidden behind my hair, but you really come in useful, and I'm proud to say that I've never gotten you pierced.

Dear hands + arms,

I wish you were bigger hands, since you're so small. I also wish you were slightly longer arms, since you're very small and I find it difficult trying to get my arms all the way around someone when I'm giving them a hug. I also wish that my right wrist wasn't so weak after that time I broke it when I tripped up a flight of stairs.

Dear stomach,

I'm very sorry about all the rubbish I put into you, and I swear that it will stop. I'm also sorry that I tend to neglect you, belly button.

Dear legs, knees + ankles,

I rely on you the most, since you're the reason I get everywhere. I'm sorry about the glass ankles. I'll be more careful.

Dear feet,

I really don't like you. No, really. But I suppose I have to put up with you, seeing as you're here to stay. I guess you're not so bad.